My Journey 

I grew up in a resolutely non-religious and non-spiritual family. Looking back at it now I’m grateful for this as it gave me the space to find out things for myself, in my own way and my own time.

I came to Earth with my own set of ideas about “how things worked” and from a very early age had an unshakeable conviction about what “felt right” to me, “knew” that everything on Earth including animals, plants and rocks had feelings and could feel pain, and “knew” that all people were basically the same inside their skin no matter what they looked like on the outside.  I also had a very good “bullshit detector” and could easily sense when what was going on inside people didn’t match what was coming out of their mouths.

Because of this a lot of the things I saw happening around me in school and human society seemed nonsensical. This perception and the fact that I was incapable of telling (even little white) lies got me into a lot of trouble (and still does at times).

Mum says that at 3 years old, I stretched to my full (short, skinny) height and solemnly declared “I am NOT a child”.

I was about 5 when Dad taught me to deal with bullies more than twice my size by unexpectedly punching them on the nose – and it worked.

As a child I was passionate about art, music and creative writing and studied opera singing from my early teens until I was 26 but, as happens with so many of us, I bought into the "you''ll never make a living doing that" game, and ended up working in an office instead.

The combination of quick wittedness, independence and downright feistiness which made me SO unpopular with the teachers and officials at school proved ideal for the task of helping to start new companies and projects, and after a series of interesting work “adventures” I found my niche as “the right hand man with tits” to a mining company entrepreneur.

So, there I was  - a happy little atheist, busy clawing my way up the corporate ladder and amassing the usual collection of “toys”.  
I wore designer suits, helped negotiate deals, served as a “trouble shooter” on problem projects, wrote complex legal contracts and worked long hours seven days a week.  My idea of “joy” was to take a profit on the stock market, my marriage had “died” and the “only thing in my life” was work.

Nothing could have been further from my mind than “New Age woo woo stuff”.

However, Spirit obviously had other ideas.  

The gall-bladder operation I had been putting off for 10 years (as I was WAY too busy to get sick and, also scared stiff of dying on the operating table) ended up taking 81/2 hours.  I came out of the anesthetic and realized that I could easily have died, and all I would have done with my life was work!

And for what - a collection of lovely "toys" that I never had time to play with.  So I took up surfing in my mid forties and started to "get a life".

I am by no means a gifted surfer, but maaan did it make me laugh.  For the first time I persevered with something I will probably never excel at - just for fun!  What a revelation that was - to make time to do something just for the joy of it.  How many adults do that - I hadn't done it since I was a kid.

However, I was SCARED of the waves.  The worm's eye view you get when laying flat on a surfboard made even the mellowest wave look like a tsunami to me!

A surf coach recommended I learn Thought Field Therapy, so that I could tap on my accupressure points and get rid of the fear.  I had never heard of anything like it, but decided to give it a go.

And ALL the other students at the workshop were Reiki practitioners.  I had bever heard of that either but it sounded vaguely interesting and I signed up with some friends for a Level 1 Reiki course.

I became instantly “clairaudient” on receiving my first Reiki initiation.

Who would have thought that a small decision like attending a Reiki 1 course could have changed my whole life, sending me flying off in new directions like a jet propelled human pinball.

Sometimes the most insignificant seeming choices can have HUGE ramifications.  Trust me – I know.

One Reiki initiation later I could talk to beings from other dimensions just like talking on a cell phone in my head.  Full-on, real time question and answer communication with “invisible beings” 24/7.

Luckily my Reiki Master was clairaudient too and taught me the ropes.
A couple of weeks later “God” spoke to me for the first time and the rest as they say “was history”.  “Big G” had hit me on the head with a spiritual baseball bat.

Being able to “talk” to my spirit guides was a real bonus – I have had very few “human” teachers, and have been taught directly by the Ascended Masters , angels, and other beings from the higher realms.  My spiritual unfoldment has been in "vertical takeoff mode" ever since.

With the help of these patient and loving teachers I developed a habit of meditating for several hours every day, became MUCH happier and less stressed and started to lose interest in my “career” and material things.

I really got into the Reiki healing thing, and turned out to be good at it, soon becoming able to “feel” my clients’ symptoms and energies in my own body.  So I studied Reiki to the Master/Teacher level.

After several years of intensive self-healing and clearing my “stuff”, I attended a workshop in Hawaii and was told by Spirit that this lifetime I had agreed to ground, anchor and radiate great spiritual light to the world.

“Who, me?  You want me to WHAT?”

What would YOU have done?  

I ran.

Ran and hid actually, telling myself I had NO IDEA what my life purpose was (which really made my friends, who knew what had happened on the Hawaii trip, laugh).

Somehow even during my “ostrich act” I continued to study hard with the angels and Ascended Masters and work MORE on clearing my “stuff” – just how much “stuff” can there be in one little human being anyway!

I REALLY wanted to get on with my “life’s mission on Earth” even if I “didn’t know what it was”.

In around 2006 the contrast between my “normal” life as an executive and my life as a spiritual seeker and healer became too much – so I overcame my fear of “becoming a bag lady and losing everything I had”, left my high paid job, sold my lovely apartment with its view of the river, gave away or sold most of my possessions and set alone out to travel the world.

The journey was not quite what I expected.  Although I travelled to and lived in wonderful places, somehow my “issues” came right along with me – no matter how hard I tried to leave them behind.
And when you are travelling alone in foreign counties, there is nobody to lean on to prop you up.

So I HAD to face and clear the fears, doubts and obstacles that were holding me back.  With the help of the angels and Ascended Masters I worked on these things relentlessly.  Piece by piece dismantling the layers of crud that had completely hidden who and what I was – even from myself.

The “grand world tour” had become a journey of inner discovery, and with each new place I visited there were new “lessons” to be learned and new “discoveries” about me.

After a while of this intense “inner work” my spiritual frequency lifted to a much higher level and I started to “channel” messages from the higher realms, both in English and several angelic languages called Language of Light.  The messages were sometimes written, sometimes sung.  

The messages affected all those who read or heard them in profound ways and many people could feel the words and sounds “moving things around inside their body”.

The angels and Ascended Masters also taught me new ways of moving energy and giving healing activations to others which were very powerful and effective.

My friends and clients started asking me to write a book and record CD’s.

In mid 2007 I finally realised you just can’t HIDE from Big G or your God-self within – they have ways of tracking you down!  So I gave up, surrendered – said “OK, if I agreed to do this, then I’d better get on with it so please help me.”  And what happened after that?
Guess what – MORE clearing my “stuff”.  

Then the Angels and Ascended Masters told me that I was also clearing “stuff” for all of my ancestors, the collective human consciousness, and the Earth.  At least that gave me a better idea of WHERE all that “stuff” was all coming from!

Then my spiritual teachers said (and kept ON and ON saying) I was ready to start my work.

So, in June 2008 I sat down at the computer and connected with the Council of 12 – a group of higher dimensional masters and angels who are the oversoul council for our solar system, and we co-created a book in 3 weeks.  An e-version of the book, called  “2012- A Practical Guide to Surfing the Waves of Change” will soon be available for download from this web site, and a hard copy version is in the works.

As I finished the manuscript, I felt a distinct change of energies inside and all around me – as if I had “graduated” from that Earth school and was now ready for “whatever comes next”.

What happened after that was a series of experiences that cleaned out the deepest and darkest pockets of energy within my being – the thoughts of not being good enough, not being lovable, not being loved, the feelings of not deserving to exist, the feelings of being separated or “cut off” from God.

This was HEAVY stuff, but thanks to the practice of dealing with all the smaller issues I hung in there, worked with the angels and Ascended Masters and breathed the heavy energies out.

As each heavy energy left, and each wound was healed, it was replaced with the most wonderful feelings of joy and peace that filled my whole being, including my physical body.

In August 2008, after what felt like an eternity of "unfolding the hard way", I asked the Ascended Master Saint Germain where the "easy button" was.   I was immediately shown a vision of the "cockpit of me" , which looked a bit like the cockpit of a jumbo jet...and there it was, the "life experience dial", stuck on "hard".  I went to turn it to "easy" and Saint Germain nudged me and pointed out the "super easy" setting right around the far side.

After that I was guided to read the channelings of the angelic being Tobias on the Crimson Circle web site, and as a result of this started “breathing in my own Divinity” during my daily meditation sessions.  

Much to my surprise it really worked, and the beautiful new energies continued to arrive on the breath and integrate into my being.  It seemed that each time I let go of some bit of remaining heavy or stuck energy, a new flow of soft, gentle love energy would arrive.

As I kept working in this way, Sananda and Mary Magdalene started to come to me regularly during meditation, communicating a new series of teachings on working with the breath, and I began to receive energy symbols in the form of Language of Light, which greatly simplify the task of transmuting and breathing out “stuck” energies. These energy symbols are also available for download from this web site.

Every time I got stuck on an "issue", I just brought through a symbol or series of symbols and breathed the stuck energy out.  I also brought through the Divine Integration Mandalas, which are a series of coded activations that assist in integrating all of ourselves, including the divine part, into our physical bodies here on Earth.  I was building the pathway of my spiritual unfoldment by channeling sacred symbols - creating my own "super easy path".

Then one day, several months later, I was reading the text of a Tobias channelling called the “Seven Seals” dated 19 July 2003, and received a spiritual activation that completely erased my feelings and thoughts of being separate from, or cut off from the vast consciousness field of love that is God.

It was instantaneous – one second I felt like the “little, powerless, human me” and the next second I "remembered" that I am, and always have been an inseparable part of the consciousness of God.

However, that was just a taste of how good it could really get and I didn't know then, but I had more work to do.

All through the last part of 2008 and early 2009 I continued to create and follow my pathway of symbols, clearing more and more old "issues" from a seemingly inexhaustilble supply.

I decided to attend the Crimson Circle Aspectology Workshop in Sydney and Interdimensional Workshop in Auckland seemingly on a whim, as a kind of "treat to myself" for all the hard work.

Once again, little did I suspect what was in store.

The Aspectology Workshop was fascinating, we learned about how and why we create "aspects" in our current life and how these sometimes get split off from our main "self".  We learned about past life aspects and their relationship to our current life self.  We learned that the ultimate aim of the human experience is to come to "completion", which means integrating our current life aspects, past life aspects and divine self into one harmonious whole.  And we learned how to call our aspects back in to our core self.

I had been told many times in readings that this was my last life on Earth, and of course being my usual gung-ho self made a conscious decision during the workshop to come to completion - NOW.

Hoo Boy did that get things moving.  Every time I went into meditation and centred in the core of my self there was a massive queue of aspects waiting to come back in.  Not just human ones either, but quite a few energy beings and beings obviously not from Earth.  And there were dark ones too - oh yes, we all have them, and if we have had very light aspects then we have had very dark ones too, as that is required in a dualistic world in order to maintain the balance.  My job was to greet them all with love, ask their purpose and invite them back in.

The aspect parade went on for a couple of weeks with the gnarliest, scariest kind - the ones that made me think "I did WHAT??" waiting 'til last.

The Interdimensional Workshop was fun - learning to use the divine extensions of our five senses to taste, smell, feel, hear and see higher dimensional energies.

I had already spent several years exploring territories "outside" of me, and instead used the techniques from the course to explore what was at the core of me.  It took a week or two of curiously poking around before I first contacted my divine self, and what it felt like was a bit of a surprise.  Tobias had already told us in channelings that our "divinity" was feminine energy and dark in colour and so it was.  It was the softest, blackest, silkiest, most beautiful energy I have ever experienced - it felt a bit like warm water softly flowing against my bare skin.

I tickled it with my new senses, and it flowed into my body!  How beautiful it felt when it came in.

The adventures weren't over though.  I was travelling alone in a campervan round New Zealand and during that 5 week trip every remaining "fear button" that I had was punched repeatedly many times over until one by one I walked through the fears.

I even got headlice and had to take the scissors and hack off my beautiful rainbow dreds.

The night after I cut off the dreds, I spent 5 hours or so intgrating the strongest, hottest energy I had ever felt.  I felt as though my whole body was being filled with liquid fire that slowly trickled down from the crown towards the feet - it HURT and was overwhelming.  The Council of 12 were there encouraging me to keep going and all I could do was surrender as it partly relieved the pain and feeling of being expanded to bursting point.  When the energy reached my feet and grounded into the Earth it felt like giants with sledgehammers had smashed both my ankles.

At the time I didn't know what it was.  I ground a lot of energies into the Earth grid, and assumed it was part of that.

When I got to Kauai in early June I was telling the New Zealand story to a friend of mine, who is a channel from the combined energies of SanandaMagdalene.  They immediately came through and said "that energy was your higher self grounding into your body", and gave me detailed information about the next part of the mission I have chosen for myself in this lifetime on Earth.

A week or so later I was reading the Tobias channel about the graduation of Shaumbra, in which he queried why Shaumbra were not choosing to "ascend" to the Third Circle.  Again, that gung ho part of me took over and I made the conscious decision to "release whatever is holding me back and to graduate to the Third Circle NOW".

A couple of days after that, I went into meditation and the Council of 12 guided me through the "ascension" process to move to the Third Circle.  At one stage I became aware that I might die and my body got scared, so I said to it "this is just a temporary death, I'm not dumping you, I'm going to stay here on Earth".  My body calmed down and over a period of time I had the feeling of dissolving into the light and reconstituting again in a new form. It was really blissful and beautiful. Afterwards I felt completely different and was as wobbly as a new born baby giraffe as I gradually came back to my senses.

As soon as I could walk I high-tailed it back to my channeler friend to ask SanandaMagdalene "what the $#@!! was that??"  They confirmed that  I had gone through a conscious death process during which my silver cord was permanently disconnected and I reconstituted myself in my new tube torus shaped lightbody.  They said that there are 12 steps to divine integration and requested that I write a book to share my experiences with others.  I am writing this book now.

I now KNOW in every part of my being that I am God also.

And so are you - every one of you, without exception.  For that is what lies buried under all of the layers of “stuff” that you have accumulated around you in this and other lifetimes.

That is the real prize that lays waiting for you to discover through this magnificent treasure hunt called “life”. And it is not “out there somewhere”, it is not held by someone or something else.
It is there, already inside of you.  Just waiting for you to uncover it and let it shine.

So, what are you waiting for?  Claim your power, uncover your light and live the life of your dreams.

For THAT is your “life’s mission on Earth”.

I joyfully offer the tools on this web site for you to use as you wish, to smooth the path of your unfoldment, and will add to the “toolkit” as my own journey continues to unfold.

- IshaRa